Clown

Feeling of emptiness
Hallow shadow and darkness
urge to cry is present..
Grimaced face is observed

Sadness come my way
body is like a candle… malaise
Need for comfort heightened
Embrace of a mother,
a family, i seek a father..

I am a nobody!
a non-perfect human.
dumb, profound, retarded
a helpless young lady,
misunderstood and judged for real.

Through it all, in hurt i hide. Cried every night, myself divide.
Tolerate the pain, in my world i strive
a different person in their presence i maybe,
i am a clown and i wanna be free!
Kind-hearted, patient, i live with thee.
Sadness, you will never see!